September 2009
20 posts
Okay so my msn has died. And you still havent...
allyourattention:
If you are reading this, turn it fucking on.
okay honey give me five mins, ok??
OFF TO WORK NOW :c
http://jespur.tumblr.com/ = my boyfriends account <3
I walked out of work early coz it sucks and everyone there is a cunt ._.
I’m off out to do some shopping now, laaters
Going to work now, bye all. :)
fine? im not fine, im far from it, i wear a mask to cover it. and i do a fucking good job, and there is only two people who know how to break this mask, one would be him. he always knows, no matter how hard i try and cover it up, that im not okay. and my mother, she doesnt intend too, but when she questions me like that, i just break. and i think i may of just caused another arguement, which ill...
Everything i do, everything i do for people, everytime i care about someone, put all my effort into making them happy, i get hardly anything in return, hardly any credit. the shit i have to put up with at home, my parents constently nagging me every single day to move out, my brothers and sisters who have no respect for my things, the amount of days i sit crying over the fact i feel like im being...
Why do i always crave you the most when I can’t fucking have you? I want you so bad and knowing you are ‘out of bounds’ just makes me want you so much more. The amount of times i go to leave here and just come and see you, the amount of ‘impulse’ moments ive had. Spontanious moments really. All i want is kisses and cuddles right now. and because i cant have them im...
scared, i’ll never get over you. if that’s what it comes down to i don’t know if i will be able to. i’ve built myself up around you and i don’t know how to tear myself down and become me- without you, anymore. you have my heart, and i do not know why you took it if you had no intentions of keeping it. my secret is that im afraid im hanging onto something that is really nothing to you. im afraid...
Where everything goes wrong you know? You arent happy with anything you do, or anyone else does, every little thing makes you frustrated and annoyed, and you are so uncomfortable that even someone saying ‘hello’ in the wrong tone will make you smack them in the mouth.
And as the day goes on all you can think about is feeling better, knowing you CAN feel better, and it just doesnt...
OMG DE POLICE ARE COMING
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