Aimseed@Gaia

scared, i’ll never get over you. if that’s what it comes down to i don’t know if i will be able to. i’ve built myself up around you and i don’t know how to tear myself down and become me- without you, anymore. you have my heart, and i do not know why you took it if you had no intentions of keeping it. my secret is that im afraid im hanging onto something that is really nothing to you. im afraid that you’re going to continue pushing me away until you no longer need me, no longer want me. to be perfectly honest, i don’t think i could take that. another secret? after you, after everything is said and done, i don’t think i’ll find anyone else, because i do not believe they will compare. i’ll be looking for you in all of them. truth be told, your the only one good enough for me. MY SECRET? IM SCARED YOU DON’T WANT ME.