Aimseed@Gaia

fine?
im not fine, im far from it, i wear a mask to cover it. and i do a fucking good job, and there is only two people who know how to break this mask, one would be him.  he always knows, no matter how hard i try and cover it up, that im not okay. and my mother, she doesnt intend too, but when she questions me like that, i just break.
and i think i may of just caused another arguement, which ill regret in a couple of minutes.

i dont get me anymore, ive become someone who just picks at people for no reason, i have a bad temper and its slowly coming back. but he is the only one who can calm me, and recently ive been hearing less and less of his voice.
im not sure why its been like this, but apprently sitting on msn and chatting is more fun i suppose -sigh-
i need to disappear now.
harry potter lend me your invisibility cloak please.